Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Stupid Decision

I can't believe I am still awake. This is going to be terrible tomorrow when I have to get up (in 2 and a half hours) and go into school all day long. After school I have to come home and write up some lesson plans. If I can make it through this week of transitioning into really teaching the Advanced classes then I should be alright for a little while.

It's just the anticipation, fear, and loathing of having to do it. This isn't what I want to do anymore and it's really showing with my inability to actually get anything done besides grading, which I have grown to like.

If I could sit in the class and grade all day long, run copies, staple, and do things like that all the time then I'd be fine with this semester. But I don't want to teach anymore. At all.

But I have to suck it up and do it until early December.

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